Teaching

 I only have a few classes each week at the moment.

Yesterday, as I was teaching a 5th-grade kid, I realised that I was actually enjoying myself.

I think the last few years of teaching, I got burnt out! Every class felt like a chore, and I was just going through the motions. All the joy of teaching had been sucked out of me! 

My schedule was usually very full. Most days I would start at 4 o'clock and go on to 9 or 10 o'clock, with just a couple of minutes break in between. This would be Monday to Friday, Saturday would be all day! It was good, physically easy, but mentally and emotionally draining. When I was younger, it was doable, but as I've gotten older, it felt more difficult to get the enthusiasm that I needed!

Having just a few classes has given me a break, a chance to reflect, to recharge. I'm hoping in the next few months to get more students, but I don't want to go back to full-time teaching. 

I don't have any pension or savings, so retiring is out of the question. I could just sponge off my kids, but I feel bad taking their money for my own things. I want to travel, buy nice things, and have money for emergencies. So back to teaching!

In the other city, we use a local community centre. When we went yesterday, there were these beautiful flowers in the entrance.

Aren't they lovely

I also took a video of Mikey teaching a couple of little kids. These kids are so sweet, but it takes a lot of energy to teach them!

I did ask permission to take the video, also, I panned away as the kids turned round, I need to practice taking videos!