Start Panicking!

 Yesterday, I decided that panicking wasn't helping me, and I wasn't going to do it anymore.

That didn't last 24 hours!

It wasn't the typhoon; it actually died and turned into a rainstorm.  I enjoyed listening to the rain and the nice, cool evening and night it brought.

The panic today was when Hannah called.

We use video calling, so when she called this morning with a big grin but wide-eyed, I knew something had happened. My first thought was that she burned something while cooking or ruined some clothes in the laundry and wanted some help to figure out what to do. That's a usual Hannah call, or asking if milk that is one day past the expiration date is alright to use.

This morning, however, was a very different call.

She had received a message from the university to stay away until further notice; there was a bomb scare!

Yes. A bomb scare in peaceful Japan.

The campus was evacuated, and the police did a thorough search. It's a large campus, so it took most of the day to search it. Hannah's afternoon class was cancelled, which she was happy about, as she was doing research for her thesis and had gotten into a good place and didn't want to stop.

This is the second bomb scare that has affected my family.

The first one was a few years ago when Christopher was in junior high school. It was during the practice for the sports day event. I had gone shopping and came back at about 11 a.m.; Christopher was sitting in the living room. I thought he was sick, but he said that a note had been left at the school office saying that there was a bomb in the school. The school was evacuated, and the kids were sent home.

I didn't really panic today, well, a little bit. The world seems to be a scarier place than before. Between wars, riots, and natural disasters, there seems to be no end to the misery. I think it's time for another news fast!

I have my own disasters to worry about; my garden is now officially a jungle! I need to get out there and clean it up; even a bit might help. 

My finances are another disaster. I've always worried about money, but at the same time I always had some confidence that I could get new students. Now that has finished, and I'm looking at new ways to make money. 

My cats are causing disasters in the house.

The cats destroyed the doors.

These are basically paper doors; they were already a mess when we moved in, but the cats have totally destroyed them. We don't use that room, so I'm thinking of taking the doors off, maybe putting accordion doors on later.

I need some energy to tackle the disasters in my life!!

And yes, I know that things aren't really that bad; some people have it a lot worse! 

Stop Panicking!

 I panic and overreact almost all the time.

Sometimes that serves me well. 

When I found a lump in my breast 8 years ago, I went into full-blown panic. Of course, I found the lump on a Saturday and had to wait until the hospital opened on Monday to get a diagnosis. Do you know how many thoughts can go through your brain in one day and two nights? Far too many! I went from thinking it might just be a cyst- I had one before to thinking it was stage 4 cancer and I'd have only a month to live! When the doctor told me that it was cancer, but just stage one, and it hadn't spread to other organs, I cried with relief.  I think my panicking served me well; if I wasn't panicking, it would have been easy to put off seeing the doctor, leaving the cancer to grow and possibly spread.

But constant panic isn't healthy; the hormones produced by panic and stress tend to wear down the body.

I realised that in these past few days.

My first big panic was the Etsy ruling, but the more I read it and watch or read what other people are saying about it, the more I realise it might not affect me. 

If it does, then I'll just have to rethink things and find another way to make some money. It's not as if I've made a load of sales and have a customer base that I'll lose. Sitting at my computer, crying and screaming at the unfairness of the ruling isn't going to help anything. All that did was make my heart race and flood my system with cortisol and other stress hormones, which isn't healthy.

The other thing that has me on edge is the typhoon that is creeping this way. Typhoon 30 is heading towards Kyushu; from what I can understand, the storm won't bring very strong winds but a lot of rain. But heavy rain can cause landslides, and living at the foot of a mountain means that there is a possibility of that happening.

Again, I've spent the last couple of days obsessively watching the weather news and constantly checking the weather app on my phone. Neither of these things really helps! David moved some of the stuff from outside, things that could fly and hit the cars. I've shopped so I don't have to think about going out in the heavy rain; driving can get a bit scary when the rain is too heavy to see clearly. Other than that, there's nothing that I can do; just wait it out.

I really do need to be calmer. It doesn't help me that my mind goes to the worst-case scenario straight away.

This evening I'm going to get on my bed and watch TV, read a bit and try to chill out.

I called Hannah just before I started writing this; she's happy about the storm as her class might be cancelled tomorrow. She isn't worried at all, maybe a bit, but she's doing her research and has plans to watch something on Netflix after dinner. She is focusing on something else, which is a good thing.

I just hope that the alert on my phone doesn't go off!

I still have a load of photos to sort out from my Kagoshima trip!

Here are a few more.

Sakurajima covered in clouds.

Torii gate we saw from the bus.

One of the trams.

Department store, such a beautiful building.

I even designed a T-shirt.

Looks good, at least I think so!

Don't Put All Your Eggs In One Basket

 This idiom came to me yesterday, in the middle of an Etsy meltdown!

I realised I've always done this with my businesses, relying on a single income source.

I've run a little English in Japan for 35 years; I supported my family, saved money for the future, paid (for the most part) for trips to the UK, paid for doctors, dentists and vets and assumed that I would be teaching until I dropped dead.

The pandemic, the rise of apps and AI and the falling birth rate in Japan have changed the face of small Eikaiwa Schools (English Conversation Schools). Some are still doing well, but moving to the middle of nowhere has basically finished my school off. I still have students- about 17 now. Mikey does most of the teaching, so he gets most of the money.

Looking back on things now, I think I should have thought of creating some other business or maybe making supplements to sell, little worksheets or something like that. 

The reason that Etsy's new rule hit me hard is that I'm really hoping that Etsy can replace my English school. But again, I'm putting all my eggs in one basket. I should think about other ways to make money.

I make a few 100 yen every month from this blog and my cat blog, but not a lot. I'm researching adding some affiliate links, but I don't want to have a blog where there are more adverts than content. 

I could start a new blog for my school, use it to get new students and sell prints on it, but just keeping two blogs going is a lot!

Also, I have my Ko-Fi page that I need to work on.

I need to organise myself a bit more. 

If anyone has any suggestions, drop a comment.

There's a possibility that Typhoon 30 will pass through here tomorrow evening. The weather will be bad overnight into Monday morning!  I don't think it will be very bad here; the wind won't be very strong, but a lot of rain.

It's been raining on and off for a couple of days. This morning the clouds were very low over the mountains.

I love when the mountains look like this!

What To Do?

 I'm sure you all know that I have an Etsy shop.

I started 3 months ago and have made one sale! Never mind, it's a start. I figured I would keep putting up new designs, keep plugging away on Pinterest and on here and maybe in a few months' time I would start seeing some traction. I wasn't looking for a get-rich-quick scheme; I wasn't even thinking of getting rich, just to replace the income I lost from teaching English.

This morning I got an email from Etsy. They have changed their AI policy, yet again. Since I design with AI and use AI to generate the images of the products, this affects me. From what I understand, for each product, I have to take an unfiltered photo of each product, which means buying each product and taking a photo of it. At the moment, I have 200 products with prices ranging from 2,000 yen to 5,000 yen, plus shipping. I want to make money, not spend it. So I have no idea what to do. I was really hoping that this would make a steady income, enough to live on, but it looks like I might have to close down Etsy or move to another platform.

David suggested I focus on my writing and write a book, which I could do, but that takes months, if not years, to get published. 

I think this new policy has hit me hard, as Etsy was one hope that I had. 

So what to do? That is what I'm wondering about. I have other ideas but not sure if they would work out or not. Having a store on Etsy is like renting a small store in a big shopping mall; customers are already looking, so if they see your store, they go in and hopefully buy. If I set up a webpage, I have to build a customer base from nothing; nobody would go looking for my store. I need to see where this policy is going, what I can do and if I need to close down Etsy and move to another platform. 

This email changed my plan for today's post.

What I was going to write about was the mess I got into with AI yesterday.

I asked Gemini, Google's AI, to make an image of a Samurai Santa, which it did, but I couldn't use the image; even though it was nice, it wasn't what I was looking for.

He looks a bit scary.

I then asked it to create an image of Santa on the Shinkansen, but I didn't start a new chat, so the information from the previous chat was incorporated into the new image.

Samurai Santa on the Shinkansen

I had a good laugh with it!

I'm going to have to think about what to do. 

If anyone has any ideas, drop a comment.

A Catch Up Of The Past Week

 I can't believe it took me a week to write about a 2-day trip! We did a lot on that trip, but I still thought that it would take, at most, 3 days to write about it!

One problem is sorting out the photos; we took so many, too many to use, actually! Trying to figure out which ones go to the post I was writing takes time. 

Also, the weather has cooled down a lot, although we are still having warm days, so I've been doing a bit of deep cleaning. All the things that I ignore when it's too hot or too cold get a good cleaning. 

 I managed to get sick last week, just a sore throat and headache for a couple of days. Nothing major, but I was still tired from my trip, so it took it out of me.

Poor Hannah got the same thing, but she had a low-grade fever for a couple of days, and then it went up to 38℃. Not very high, but because she has epilepsy, it was a bit worrying.  She went to the doctor to see if it was the flu, which is making the rounds now, but she just had a cold. Even a week later, she isn't 100%.

Then there's Mikey. Last Thursday, when I was feeling miserable with being sick and worried about Hannah, Mikey walked in on crutches!

He's doing a part-time job unloading containers. He was in the container when the boxes came down on him, hitting the right side of his body and burying him under them.

He didn't break anything, thankfully, but found it painful to put weight on his right leg. He has bruises on his face, arm, torso and leg. 

I've also spent a lot of time trying to get more T-shirt and sweatshirt designs on my Etsy store. Lots of cat Christmas designs; they would make lovely presents.

The pink T-shirt turned out better than I thought it would; the dog's expression is priceless.

I've finally, with the help of AI, managed to add the hyperlink to my store. Please have a look. Just looking helps me a lot; buying helps even more.

Kagoshima Trip (Part Six)

 I didn't think it would take me this long to write about our two-day trip! 

We did a lot, and at the moment I'm very busy, so finding time to write is harder than usual. I'll explain about that in my next post.

The last day in Kagoshima, the weather was beautiful: clear skies but not too hot. There were two places that we wanted to see that morning: a museum and the large Ferris wheel. I suggested a taxi; Hannah suggested walking. We walked! Again, Hannah said it wasn't too far; it wasn't, but after all the walking we had done over the last one and a half days, I was in pain! My back ached after walking for a while, but if I sat down too long, my thigh muscles would start to ache as I started to walk again. It was a case of figuring out which pain I could endure the most.

On the way to the museum, we passed the tram cars. 

A little video that Hannah took.

The museum was the Museum of the Meiji Restoration. Very interesting history, especially about Saigo Takamori. He seems like a very interesting person; another thing to add to my study!

There were also displays of the costumes that were used in historical TV dramas; the details were amazing.

The entrance to the museum.

We had our suitcase with us; the museum was able to keep it while we looked around. I thought that was a very useful service.

Information about Saigo Takamori.

Costumes from the TV drama.

This one you could try on; Hannah said it was very heavy.

Saigo Takamori was very tall, especially for that time period.

178cm might not seem very tall today, but back then the average height was 155 to 158cm.

I'll write more about this museum later, I don't remember everything we saw, I'll have to ask Hannah! 

After the museum, we walked to the station; it was only 800 meters away, but with the way I was feeling by then, it might have been 800 km! I made it somehow; I've never been so happy to see a building as I was that day!

On the way to the station.

One thing that I wanted to do was to ride on the Ferris wheel. The entrance to the Ferris wheel was on the 6th floor, so already high; by the time it reached the top, it was very high but the views were spectacular.

View of the Ferris wheel.

One small problem getting on the Ferris wheel was the narrow door. Narrow door, wide me! Hannah was behind me, so she just shoved me!

From the very top!

Sakarujima in the distance.

The wheel stopped at the top, so we had a chance to take photos. I'm glad we went on it, but I wish my brain would shut off sometimes. As we got to the top, I remembered that Kagoshima has a lot of earthquakes. What happens if there's an earthquake while we are at the top?

After the Ferris wheel, we decided to get some lunch. We wanted to try "Black Pork" that is famous in that area. We found a lovely small restaurant that had that meat served as a fried fillet.

Full set; it was a lot!

The Coke came in bottles; I haven't seen these for a long time.

It took a long time to eat, as there was so much. But very good; the meat was soft and sweet. A nice last meal in Kagoshima.

We had a little wander around, then went to find the Shinkansen. 

Hannah bought herself another one of the prefecture cats.

She couldn't get two big ones, so one small one, one big one.

The trip back felt very fast.

Sunset from the Shinkansen.

We got back to Hannah's apartment exhausted but happy!

As always, I realised that I need to do something about my health; otherwise, these trips are only going to get harder!

The past week has been busy; I hope I'll have a chance to write tomorrow!

Kagoshima Trip (Part Five)

 After resting for a bit, we went for a walk to a park that had a statue of Francis Xavier. He was one of the first Catholic missionaries to Japan. I've always associated him with Nagasaki and was surprised to find that he travelled so far south to Kagoshima.

The middle statue is Francis Xavier.

Near the entrance to the park

A bust of Francis Xavier

Opposite the park is a beautiful cathedral.

The cathedral.

It's very modern, but a cathedral has stood on this site since 1908. It has been rebuilt a few times. 

Inside the cathedral.

I enjoyed sitting in there; it was so peaceful.

There was another statue that Hannah wanted to see; of course it was at the other end of the road, so we went walking. And walking, and walking! I will learn that when Hannah says it's just down the road, it isn't!

We finally got to the statue of Saigo Takamori.

Massive statue of Saigo Takamori.

Hannah realised that the statue she wanted to see and this one were different. The one she wanted to see had his dog standing next to him. Turns out that statue is in Tokyo!

After that, we walked back to the hotel. Another long walk, but we went through a shopping arcade that is famous in that area, which made the walk a lot more interesting.

Inside the arcade

The entrance to the arcade

There were a lot of interesting shops, bars and cafes to look at.

After freshening up, we went to eat dinner at the restaurant in the hotel.

This restaurant is famous for its burgers. They were really good and very large!

Not very busy when we arrived.

Hannah's classic burger

My Texas something burger; I forgot the exact name

These were so big that we couldn't pick them up to eat; we had to use a knife and fork.

Very nice and very filling.

After dinner, it was back to our room for a much-needed rest.

Last day and trip home tomorrow!