Greenery Day

 Today is the second of four national holidays that make up Golden Week. Today is Greenery Day, a day to appreciate nature.

The origins of Greenery Day are closely tied to Emperor Showa (Hirohito), who had a lifelong passion for plants and biology.

Before his passing in 1989, April 29th was celebrated as the Emperor's Birthday. That day was renamed Greenery Day until 2007, when April 29th became Showa Day, and May 4th was renamed Greenery Day. This shift helped distinguish between honouring the Showa era and celebrating nature itself.

This time of year is lovely in Japan, usually! The weather is mild, the humidity is low, a great chance to get out of the cities and enjoy nature. People tend to hike or have picnics. There are also a lot of botanical gardens to explore throughout Japan.

I just like the idea of not having to work for a few days! I used to teach during Golden Week, but most of my students would have plans, so it's easier just to have a break before the intense heat of the summer starts, which keaves me drained!

I have enough greenery around here, I don't have to go anywhere to appreciate it!

I had a little walk around the garden, it feels so fresh after that awful storm yesterday.

Just a little video of the garden. I really have to get out and trim the trees and try and pull more weeds. It really is never ending!

Not very clear but there are plums growing on the tree.

I have no idea what these are but they are pretty.

The side of the house

This side I need to clear out as much as possible as both the electric meter and water meter are down there, somewhere! I feel sorry for the workers who have to fight through that jungle just to read the meters. 

Does anyone enjoy gardening? I like the idea of gardening, once everything is set up but having to cleaar out this garden is putting me off the idea!

A Slow Cosy Day

 That sounds a lot more positive than I'm totally wiped out from yesterday and haven't done anything at all today! I did make breakfast and obento, and have spent time reading!

I think I overdid it yesterday. I cleaned, made a big lunch, then spent an hour at Costco.  Most days, I would do just one of those things, but I'm trying to do more, be more proactive. That kind of backfired!

Also, today's weather isn't helping. It's been raining all day. This morning it was like a typhoon, strong winds and rain.

I was only outside for a minute, but got soaked through. I went to check whether the stuff hanging around outside had blown away. Mikey's rain gear had blown onto the garden, and a blue sheet had blown across the front of the house. Not a big problem. I was worried about David's car being hit by flying debris.

The wind has died down, but it's still raining. This is from my window. I'm a bit worried about how the water is collecting in the gully outside the house.

Today is the first day of Golden Week, which features four consecutive national holidays. For a lot of people, it's a chance to get away, but with the weather being so bad, I guess a lot of plans have been cancelled. Today's holiday is Constitutional Memorial Day. 

I should go and make some dinner, at least do something today!

Hannah's Birthday, Costco And Good Friends

 Today is Hannah's birthday, 24! Where have those years gone?

When I see Hannah today, a beautiful, confident, young lady, it's hard to believe that she started life as a premmie!

She was so small, just 900 grams, that the doctor gave her just 30% chance of surviving past a couple of weeks. She was born so early, just 26 weeks, that her lungs hadn't developed at all! There was a possibility that she could have serious brain damage, with a very low quality of life.

But she not only survived, she thrived!

I've been looking back at photos of Hannah over the years!

With Hisao, just a few months old.

With Granddad, about a year old.

Her 6th birthday.

Having a laugh!

We were trying to take a photo for our New Year's card. But everyone was fooling around, it took about 3 hours just to get one photo! 

Graduating from elementary school.

Starting high school.

Graduating from university.

A couple of months ago at Mojiko.

She has dealt with the setback of being diagnosed with epilepsy very well. It took her a few months to get used to the tablets that she has to take; they make her sleepy, but now that she is used to them, they don't bother her so much. She is very determined to graduate with her Master's Degree in Education and work as an English teacher in junior high school.

She came home this morning, we had a nice lunch together. It was nice having everyone around the table, just talking and laughing!

After lunch, we went to Costco. I know I keep saying that I don't have money, but we went to Costco before Christmas, paying almost 5,000 yen for membership. I think it's a waste just to go once a year. The Costco we went to is about 30 minutes drive from here. I've been saving my 500 yen coins since Christmas to go again. I spent more than I saved, but Christopher paid on his credit card, I'll have to pay him back bit by bit.

The weather was really nice, warm, sunny and not really humid.

Just a short video on the way to Costco. I love the Japanese countryside (except for the insects); it always feels so open and clean.

Costco was packed. It's a Saturday and the beginning of the Golden Week holiday. We spent an hour shopping. I wanted to buy so much, but I stuck to the basics that I buy from Costco, the most important being cheese, really cheese. I managed to get some baked beans! A pack of six cost 1600 yen. I got two packs. A couple of months ago, I bought a tin for 500 yen at an import shop. I was tempted to buy some lamb, but a small piece was over 6,000 yen, maybe for Christmas!

The cabbage I got is massive and only 129 yen; last year, cabbages were about 700 yen.

And, finally, a shout-out to my friend who sent me some rice! She doesn't know how much that means to me! Thank you so much!!!

I Caught A Cold

 Or my allergies are very bad!

Not sure which one, but I feel awful! 

I woke up this morning feeling like I hadn't slept. I had a headache, sore throat, runny nose and no energy whatsoever. I know that a couple of kids I was teaching on Tuesday said that they had colds, so maybe I picked up something from them.

This is typical of me. I have a week's holiday, tomorrow is Hannah's birthday. I have plans and ideas for things I want to do. Getting sick was not part of the plan. I'm sipping ginger tea and trying not to feel sorry for myself.

I always feel May is the last good month. The last month before the heat and humidity set in and make just everyday chores feel impossible.

Having only one working air conditioner doesn't help. I should get at least one more for the kitchen/dining area, but of course, no money.

I was thinking about our money situation yesterday and wondering why it's so hard. I realised that David's and Christopher's combined income is enough to support one person, but it has to support three people. That's crazy.

This is the reality of Japan. I know people in other countries are also struggling, but I only know that from the news.

I'm really wondering what to do. We haven't got any new students; I actually lost one, which really doesn't help. I guess looking into online teaching! Also, I keep seeing these videos about making things like print-on-demand or digital products. They make it look so easy: go to Canva, click here, drag this and voila, you have a product to sell. I keep trying, but end up getting so frustrated that I want to throw my laptop through the window!

I'm just rambling, sorry!

Hisao in May.

This collage just came up on my Google Photos.

April

 It feels as if this month has flown past.

I didn't get as much done as I had hoped this month, but I've made a good start on a few long-term projects.

One is the storage room. I know it isn't really important to clean it out, but it feels like this little annoyance at the back of my mind. I went up yesterday, just for a few minutes, didn't do much, but managed to sort out two more boxes. I realised that when we were packing up the last house, a lot of stuff that should have been thrown out was packed up, so now I'm throwing stuff out!

Another thing I've been working on is the garden. Whenever the weather has been nice, I've gone out and pulled weeds. Not a lot, but it's starting to make a difference. I have a few plants that I want to plant out soon; they are on my windowsill at the moment.

Pumpkin, watermelon and green pepper plants.

I'm still hoping to get some new students. But so far nothing! I guess just keep on posting leaflets and updating our homepage. I really don't know what else to do!

I'm hoping May will be productive. We have a few days' holiday from Saturday, Golden Week. Hannah is coming home for a while; it's her birthday soon.

I'm thinking of setting a few goals for May. I always feel that May is the last month that I can do something before the heat and humidity start. 

Does anyone else have goals for May?

Memories

 Recently, I've been sorting out the thousands of photos and videos I have stored on Google. I pay for the cheapest storage, but I worry about using up too much space.

While I was doing that the other day, I came across some videos of the cats from a few years ago. I actually don't remember taking these videos; maybe Hannah took them.

These were all happy, funny memories.

As I scrolled down, I noticed that the photos went back to 2002, when Hannah was born!

I then came across photos from the last time we went to England before Mom died.

These were hard photos to look at!

Mom with Hannah

Watching the boys play

With me, Hannah and Mikey

Mom was 63, the same age as I am now!

It's hard to believe that a year after these photos were taken, she had lost her battle with cancer.

I often wonder did she feel old. I don't, I know I'm 63, my body feels older sometimes, but in my mind, in my feelings, I feel like I'm in my 30s.

Mom is giving Hannah her bottle.

With Mom's friend

Looks like they are having a good talk

Mom really loved babies and children. I always felt sorry that she didn't get that much time with my kids. One thing that has always hurt me was the fact that my mother-in-law could see my kids as much as she wanted to, but she was never interested in them, until they were old enough to help her with her field work. My Mom would have just dotted on them!

The view from Sedgley Beacon

Sedgley Beacon

One day during our trip, we had a walk over the beacon. It used to be a lovely area to walk, just to ramble around. I remember spending summer holidays here, just walking and talking with friends. I was surprised to find that part of it was closed off. 

I always loved that view. I used to imagine having one of the "posh houses" near my parents' house. I guess life had other ideas!

 I'm glad that we made the effort to go. I still remember saying goodbye. That was so hard. I knew it was the last time to see Mom. I tried not to cry in front of her; it was hard for her as well. But once I got in the taxi, I just bawled. I cried all the way to the airport, 3 hours on the coach! 

These photos are happy/sad photos. I'm happy that Mom got the chance to meet her grandkids, especially Hannah. But sad that this was the only time. I think Mom would be very proud of how my kids have turned out!

I Made Bread

 I love baking!

Some of my earliest memories are of helping Mom make apple pie and a Victoria sponge on Sunday mornings. While the oven was on for the roast, Mom would bake to use up the space in the oven. I remember her saying that it was a waste to heat the oven just for the meat!

When I was in my teens, it became my job to make the apple pie; apparently, my pastry turned out better than my Mom's!

When I had my own kids, I used to bake at least once a week. I found that the snacks and sweets here in Japan were too sweet. Also, the more I read about the obesity problems in the West, the more concerned I became about our health. By making cookies, cakes and occasionally bread, I could control what ingredients went in. One ingredient that is used in commercial snacks is high fructose corn syrup. It's one of the ingredients that the body can't use; it's converted into fat by the liver. Excess amounts of it lead to obesity, fatty liver and diabetes. 

Baking was my go-to thing to do when I got stressed. Measuring, mixing, pouring, waiting and of course eating the end product would relax me. One time, Hisao came home, and I had spent the afternoon baking 4 different kinds of cookies. The first question he asked me was, "Who upset you?" 

I used to bake for my students, for Halloween and Christmas. I stopped a few years ago as it was getting too much for me. But for the few years I did, I enjoyed the challenge.

Recently, however, I haven't taken time to bake. Sometimes I might make a cake or a few cookies, but I haven't really tried anything new. The other day, I came across a YouTube channel of a Japanese lady baking bread and cakes. I watched a few of her videos; she had English subtitles, which helps, and because she's in Japan, the ingredients she uses are easily available.

I decided to try her Garlic Cheese Bread. A simple, no-knead bread!

This is how it started.

Water, yeast, sugar, oil, skim milk powder.

Add the bread flour

Add the flour and mix to make a dough.

Let the dough rest, then stretch it out, let it rest again.

After stretching the dough a second time, it has to prove. This is where I realised that I hadn't watched the video carefully. The proving time was 2 hours. I somehow missed that bit of information when I first watched the video.

It wasn't a big problem. I had taken my computer to the dining area, so while I was waiting for the bread to prove, I messed around on my computer. I also washed dishes and cleaned part of the fridge!

After the dough had doubled, it had to be rolled out.

It worked; the dough doubled in size.

Once it was rolled out, I put a mix of butter, garlic and parsley on it and sprinkled it with shredded cheese, a lot of cheese! Then cut it into strips; each strip is then rolled up and put in a muffin tin.

Before baking.

The dough has to prove again and then be baked.

The finished bread.

They were really nice. The only problem is that the recipe makes just six buns. I'll have to double the recipe next time.

I think I should try some other easy breads. I know that they aren't that good for my diet, but I get so much joy out of making them.  I was actually dancing around the kitchen when I saw the dough had doubled in size. I was so happy that it worked!