Problems

 I knew that there were problems with this house, but I thought they were more cosmetic. It looks like there are also structural problems.

There's an awful smell coming from the kitchen sink. It smells like clothes that have been washed but not dried properly. The first time I smelled it, I thought a washcloth had been left in the sink, but I cleared the sink out, and there was nothing that would make that smell. Recently, I've been able to keep the sink clear, but the smell keeps coming. I think there is a problem with the plumbing, not the water coming into the house, but the wastewater. The smell is stronger after running the washing machine. Is there a broken or cracked pipe?  Is there a blockage somewhere that isn't allowing the water to run out freely?  

Then there are problems in the two bedrooms. The floor feels very spongy in both bedrooms. I know that in the room David is in, something was spilled on the floor and left to soak in, and there's a large stain. That might account for that, but the room I'm using the floor was clean, just dusty, no stains at all.  But there are a few places where the floor feels very spongy! A bit worrying!

There are cracks in the foundation that are getting bigger. I noticed them last year, but since then we've had two small earthquakes. The cracks are longer, but I have no idea how deep they are.

The biggest problem, the one that has broken me and made me cry, is the toilet tank.  Somebody came today because the tank is giving off an awful smell. I thought that we would just call a vacuum car to clean out the tank. The guy said that there are two tanks, and one is leaking fluid. Even if it gets emptied, we would have to call every four days to get it emptied again! He suggested that we get the main sewage, which is better, but would cost about £8,000. 

We just don't have that kind of money. Also, would it be worth investing so much in a house that might not be standing for very much longer?

I'm being as frugal as possible. We don't eat out or order in, and I don't need to run heating or air conditioners at the moment. We shop at discount stores. Fruit is now a luxury, so I only buy bananas. Our meals are carb-heavy because that is cheap, except rice!  I don't buy clothes for myself; the last thing I bought was over two years ago. I've only been to the hairdresser's once in the last two years. My one treat is Hulu streaming service, and I might cancel that this month! Next month is Hannah's birthday, but there's no money to do anything for her.

I know that by living here, we aren't paying rent, but we aren't making money either. My income is now just over £100 a month, and all of that goes to paying insurance. 

I've looked at teaching online but the good companies ask for a degree or a teaching qualification, which I don't have. The one site that has different level of teachers don't need English teachers!

I want to print some flyers to post, but we don't have money for that!

I've looked into different funding sites, like GoFundMe, but they don't operate in Japan. In Japan, funding sites are for people who need money to start a business!

I'm trying to be grateful, to be positive, but when I see David looking so worried because he can't make enough money for everything it breaks my heart.

Christopher lost his job. It's just too far to walk, almost one hour each way.  Then a full day of heavy work, he kept getting sick.

So I have no idea what to do. Where to save money. We are trying to clear out the garden, but it's hard work. There are so many trees with deep roots and a lot of ornamental stones that need to be moved. Digging them up is almost impossible. I think in a few years time we can grow and sell some vegetables but we need money now!

No cute photos today!

Alien Plants?

 Are these from another planet?

Strange plants!

They look strange but are just bamboo!

Bamboo grows very quickly. The one next to the shed grew that tall in about 10 days!

It's a bit freaky, look outside and there's nothing there, the next day a meter tall plant has grown!

They seem to appear out of nowhere!

I managed to get outside this morning. Did about 15 minutes, that's all I had energy for!

Found some more lovely flowers.

Very pretty, but I don't know the name.

David and Christopher took over!  That helped a lot.  They have a lot more energy than I do, plus the muscle to move things. I hope we can do this everyday, just an hour or so should get the area cleared.

The area that we have to clear is big. From the stream at the back of the property to the road is 39 meters, from the neighbour's house to the field behind our house is 32 meters. Some of the area is taken up by building, but there is still a lot of space that needs cleaning out! 

Step by step, just keep at it, do some every chance we get! That is what I keep telling myself!

I came in, washed dishes, cleaned the kitchen, and made a nice lunch.

Good lunch

Looks very Japanese! The soup was vegetable soup from last night! I've also figured out how to cook rice without the rice cooker. Takes time as the rice has to soak before cooking and then steam after the water has cooked off.  I've tried a few times with varying degrees of success, today's was the best so far!

Today has been good! But looks like rain tomorrow! Typical!

Never mind, this garden will be cleared out one day!

Feeling.....

 Not sure what I'm feeling.

Overwhelmed, fed up, tired. All adjectives that describe how I feel right now. A lot of these feelings are because I'm not getting as much done as I had hoped, especially with the garden!

I wanted to get out in the garden this morning. 

When I got up, I made a quick breakfast for myself and noticed that the fridge was basically empty. No fruits, almost no vegetables, and nothing for lunch

I asked David to take me to the local shop, maybe a 10-minute drive. 

As we were driving, I noticed my ears were feeling funny. I have a lot of problems with my ears because of the allergies I have. My ears felt blocked but as we were driving they popped. I know we live at the foot of a mountain range but I didn't think we were that high!

Did some speed shopping, David dashed around grabbing things, and I slowly checked things out!  Managed to get some vegetables but no fruit. The fruit was expensive but didn't look nice at all. I don't mind paying more for fruit if it looks good, but what I saw this morning didn't look all that fresh!

Came back on a different road!

The view of the mountains is always spectacular and different depending on the weather.

Lovely mountain views

One day I want to drive up there, just to see what it's like up close and to see the views.

After shopping, I got everyone to clean the house, I tackled the kitchen, and made lunch.

Still didn't get outside, I have to tomorrow.  At least the inside is clean, so I don't have to do that. I really do need a schedule for all the things I have to do!

I was trying to wipe down the kitchen and table, but Fluffy kept climbing on everything. This is what happens when you try to move her!

Fluffy is doing the parrot imitation.

Let's hope the weather is good tomorrow and I can get outside for a bit!!!!

The View From My Window

 I came across a Facebook group with this title. It was started during the pandemic as a way for people to share where they are and what they see. Scrolling through this group shows people's views from all over the world. The stories that accompany the photos are just as interesting. One person showed the stairs from the apartment above them, not the most interesting view, but the story that went with it was about their upstairs neighbour who greeted them every day, and how they miss the neighbour who is in the hospital at the moment!

These are the views from my bedroom.

From the back window

I love seeing these azaleas in the morning. They are so bright and cheerful. I'm not a morning person; I don't wake up cheerful and happy to start the day, but opening my curtains to these beautiful flowers has really helped!

From the side window

From here I can see the mountains, so I say good morning to the mountain and ask that it doesn't fall on us!! Again, it's lovely to wake up and see all the green.  

I'm glad that my life is a bit slower than it used to be. I'm still busy, some days are crazy, but I'm getting more time to appreciate the things around me. It's still hard to be in this house, but I'm grateful to have a place to live.

This is the view when I walk into the kitchen/dining room in the morning!

On the table, moaning! I was late feeding them!!!

I've given up trying to keep them off! I use a lot of disinfectant!!

Today I had a close encounter with one of those hornets I was writing about yesterday! I was sitting on my bed, talking to a friend on the phone when I suddenly heard this buzzing sound. I turned and saw a massive hornet trying to get out of the window. I managed to open the window and send it out! I'm trying to figure how it got in! All the windows and doors are closed!!  Gave me a fright!!

Japanese Bugs

 I hate bugs of any kind and size. Even the ones that other people find cute or pretty, such as butterflies or ladybugs, make me shiver.

Japan has many kinds of bugs. For the boys growing up, summer was a time to go and catch things. The most popular are these massive beetles.

Two kinds of beetles are popular, rhinoceros beetles (kabutomushi) and stag beetles (kuwagata). These are sold as pets! 

There are fireflies, which I will admit are rather fascinating, and praying mantis, which I really don't like.

The ones that I really don't like and make me want to move out of Japan are the more dangerous ones.

One of them is the Japanese Giant Hornet (suzumibachi).  These are big, up to 4cm long, with a 6cm wingspan. Their venom is injected through a quarter-inch stinger! Up to 40 people are killed each year by these hornets! More than bear attacks and snake bites combined!

Another one that is poisonous but not as lethal is the Japanese Centipede (mukade). They can grow up to 20 cms long. They like dark, damp areas and are rather quick and nimble.

We have already had a run-in with a couple of centipedes. I found one in the bathroom the other day. It was dead, but still had me screaming for David to move the dead body!

Then Mikey told me that the other night, Steve (our white cat) came to Mikey's bed. By the low night light, Mikey could see something black in Steve's mouth.  Steve jumped on Mikey's bed and dropped a massive centipede on the pillow! Mikey jumped off the bed and saw the centipede dash away under the chairs! I have no idea how Mikey managed to sleep after that!

As the weather warms up, I am sure we will see a lot more of the different insects come out. I have no courage at all when it comes to these creepy crawlies! I try, I get the spray and tell myself I can deal with them but as soon as they move I run away, screaming and shouting for my Mommy. Makes everyone laugh!

At least the beautiful flowers in the garden make up for the insects!

According to Google, this is a Japanese rose

The photo isn't that good, but they are really beautiful flowers.

Today, we found a lily that has just bloomed. I hope there are more!

A pretty lily

Somethings Never Change

 I've come to realize that not having a schedule or being organized in my cleaning routine is a big problem. 

When we moved here, I was determined to keep this house clean. That flew out the window when I learned how cold this house is. The only warm place was my bed.

I don't have that excuse anymore, it's getting rather hot here, today's high will be 29C!!!!

But I'm still struggling with keeping the house clean and tidy. I know having nine cats doesn't help, that I have to constantly sweep and wipe the floors, especially now that they are shedding their winter coats. But two of the biggest problems I have have nothing to do with the cats! 

One is keeping the kitchen sink clean. I keep washing dishes, I get the others to do some as well but there always seems to be more, a lot more! I've always had this problem. I hate that dirty dishes get stacked in the sink. The fact that the sink in this house is massive doesn't help at all. More space, more dirty dishes. 

Another problem is the clean laundry that gets dumped in my room! I don't mind a few things, but the basket for clean laundry is spilling over onto the floor. The laundry then gets covered in dust and needs washing again!

I need to get back to the schedule I had a few years back. The one summer I pushed myself to get up early and do chores. I was doing that because it was so hot during the day, by 8 am it was already 30C. It felt good to have everywhere clean, the dishes washed and put away, laundry done, and rooms swept and wiped down. I could relax during the very hot time and have some energy to teach in the evenings.

Can I do that? Do I really have any choice?  Not if I want a clean house!

I was planning on tidying the sofa, but the cats look so comfortable.

Should I move the cats?

Finding Inspiration

 I've been wondering what to do about my English school. 

I've run an English conversation school for about 33 years. That's how I survived, paid the bills, and managed to save a bit.

Then COVID hit, and students quit. I hoped that after a while we would get new students, but that hasn't happened. The market is overrun by cram schools for kids.  Adults are busy trying to make ends meet, so they don't have the time or money to study English. 

I would love to retire, but I need money. There is so much that needs fixing in this house, and I really want to travel. 

Since moving here, I haven't felt inspired to do anything about our little school. 

Mikey is still teaching kids, and I have a couple of students, but not enough. 

A few things happened this week that have given me some inspiration to try and build up our student base again.

Once a month, Mikey and I teach a volunteer class at one of the community centers. 

This year, 21 adults want to take the lessons.

This shows that there is still an interest in learning English.

Then Hannah showed me a leaflet that was put through her door for an English school near where she lives.  

This shows that other schools are still out there collecting students.

Hannah said that making a leaflet is easy, so I've asked her to do one for me..

I don't think it will be easy to get students, but at least I have to try!

Another thing that inspired me was a video I watched of a lady who opened a small restaurant. The video follows her through the day as she prepares to open her store. 

Her story is rather amazing. She said that she always wanted to open a restaurant but never got around to it. Then her daughter's husband passed away at a young age, the daughter then got breast cancer, and one of the lady's older sisters suddenly passed away.

When these events happened, the lady realized that if she wanted to open a restaurant, she should do it now, as there are no guarantees for the future. So she jumped in and opened a small restaurant. A month later, her area was hit by COVID, and she lost all her customers overnight. A friend suggested making bento boxes instead, so that is what she did. Now her business is thriving, most of the income is from bentos, but she has a few tables in the restaurant as well.

I found her story to be very inspiring. She had a dream and invested in making it happen. I think that is where I've lost the plot. When we moved to the other city, I was determined to have the best English school there, and for a while, I did. But life happened and I lost the plot. Now I need to start again, learn from my mistakes and find a way forward.

I don't think it will be easy, but I am very determined to make a go of this!

Wish me luck!

Mikey teaching at our volunteer class