The past few days.....

have been interesting.
Tuesday was a rather awful day.  I had no energy at all.  All I wanted to do was sleep and in the past that is what I would of done.  But I decided that even if I couldn't do anything I could at least read or watch TV.  We had borrowed a DVD that had to go back, "The Butler", so the older boys and I sat and watched that!  Of course that turned into a heated debate on the situation of African Americans today and the problem of racism in different parts of the world.  I am always amazed at how well read David is, he can really debate things that he feels strongly about!
Wednesday was a lot better for me.  Managed to do a few jobs that I have been putting off.  I seem to leave things until it is too late.  Cleaning rooms is okay, not favorite activity but no choice, but places that aren't seen, cupboards, drawers etc aren't really cleaned.  I have a few drawers that I have no idea what is in them!  So I am cleaning out and throwing out, feels good!
Thursday was another bad day.  It rained ALL day, the house felt damp and I had the most terrible headache!  Sleep most of the afternoon, no choice, I just felt so bad!  As I have gotten older I have found that heavy rain can really pull me down.  I like rain but the pressure sometimes feels so heavy.
Today was great.  Mikey and David wanted to go to the library so I went along. The library is in the next city and the supermarkets are a little cheaper there, meat is a real bargain!   While the boys were in the library I had a walk around the park.  It was hot, but there was a slight breeze.  I couldn't stay out for long but it felt good!

From my walk around the park!
 

The past few days have been good.  The weather has helped, it is getting hot but so far not to bad.  I think what has changed in me is I am not going to be a victim any more!  I HATE summers here, the heat and humidity make me sick.  But what can I do?  I can either deal with it, find ways to be productive everyday and ways to be happy.  Or I can sit around and moan.  I am choosing to do the first!
Does that make sense?